Thoughts of a 'Man'

The dance floor is a trap.


TO BE CONTINUED

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I often ask, challenge myself.......Would i let mediocrity get in my way, form a mist that clouds my vision.............i've used this analogy before, of a fish in a fish bowl...............of the frog in the well....why be satisfied with only the things that you have? satisfaction will not bring happiness.............at the point of satisfaction, is where depression lies.......the battles i fight everyday, the unhappiness, the unsatisfaction.......the pilgrimage towards that which is elusive, being conscious of the fact that life now is mediocre........

enough of the above being said, no wonder no one reads my blog, its a pain in the ass.....emitting negative energies only pushes others away.........mine is a cry of desperation for attention..........

something everyone will understand...............because we are all ONLY HUMAN...




I FEEL LIKE DELETING THIS WHOLE DAMN BLOG.....I WANT TO GET RID OF THIS PART.........literally, but my conscious mind is telling me not to.............................all these years of amassed emotional self-expression of the human condition................i want to deny this part of existence