Thoughts of a 'Man'

spent my whole of saturday splendidly restlessly wasting my time......lol...3 weeks of wanting to study but not studdy for my common test has placed me in a semi comatosed state.......just got home, supposedly to go to sleep, but i guess i 'll just write something here first........

today was lots of bad choices and bad experiences which to the point of amusing...quite enjoyable really...met up and saw so many ppl....saw a famous personalities too.....from that hwachong arena guy with bombast language....hearing him unleash his flair as i passed him...wah....total respect for the guy, its more then just the language, its the poetic, bourgeois tone of speaking.....then i saw one of the dancers from JDI...............caught up with tons of friends too....

that typically sums up my day, wandering and exploring.......miss the good olde daes...............

If you ever ever ever feel so bored and wasted in life and need some motivation, watch pursuit of 'happyness' a get-up-and-do-something-about-your-life movie.....for me, i thought it was every single dollar's worth....i would recommend all of you to watch it..but don't ask for a refund...cos my friend doesn't like it...its not a cheem bombastic movie,its easy to understand, down to earth.....all i knew before i watched it was...that it is emo, that will smith acts in it and is quite good.......

shows many scenes of poverty in the city....if i actually let you know more, it might take away the whole effect of the show.....many 'exciting' scenes, and contrasting themes........

after watching it...makes me want to study hard...you know, my exams are coming...its something i have to do something about, and the movie prompted me to study hard....and why you even need ermenegildo zegna, like its going to contribute anything to society.....i think i might study in a few mins or probably just go to sleep...........until i deal with the fucking sores on my body.........

now it actually feels good to be cleaning wounds with potassium permanganate.......yes, KMnO4.....what the hell..half a millimeter crystal requires like 3 or 4 cups to dilute....powerful substance..didn't know its properties during titration and redox experiments.....and the doctor was really friendly....he gave me a long list of stuff to check out on the internet, all the medical terms and symptoms.....thank god what i have isn't a parasite, known as the plebotomus(?)...just eczema........damn........anyway, he has a son of same age from the same pri school who is now studying in UK.......damn..wish i was that lucky...............

the cause of mine, may be an insect bite, or actually unknown.....and its because of my history of asthma and is 12% of the human population who has ultra sensitive skin.............WTF..........