Thoughts of a 'Man'

i'm ever-increasingly closer to the dead line, time will not standstill, time waits for no man!

all this time of acquiring knowledge, its what my mind has been running on for the past 7 months...i've been nourishing myself with such nutrition, but my physical state has not strayed one bit closer to ideal...........................

sure i've learn somethings, managed to lay control over certain aspects, heightened awareness.....

but again and again, it boils back down to the same thing.....i keep coming back in circles to the same problem...........FEAR

i have eradicated all limiting beliefs that constricts my consciousness.....fear holds my ability hostage....its probably the hardest fight i'll ever have fighting against the odds... more than 90% of the mind controls all subconscious functions....while only a measly 10% we have control over..... well, i hope this urge, this subconscious urge, is raising a revolt against itself.......

We are evolutionarily designed to live amongst a society of people which no longer exist.............fear has absolutely no relevance and context in modern world..........even in sparta...watched it months ago....way back....my FEAR must evolve into EXCITEMENT....my mind has to read it that way.....

why are humans so self-aware, selfish and yet feel so puny standing in front of other human beings.....

recalibrate