Thoughts of a 'Man'

i gotta rush to sleep.......tmr will be a long day.....................too much external influences that are within my control reeling their evil cluthes at my throat..............

being the emotional person that i am.....i tried, and i guess i managed to throw my emotions aside this time....maybe it was supressed or something...i hope not....my days are counting down...life is a ticking time bomb....

these repressive depressive emotions stalling me.........people throw that heart of yours away, find a new one....time happens to be the factor....if i had time...i would have taken all my time just to chase that one ball........

we have no time.....go after all the balls..........they're so many shiny objects anyway....gotta start on the tough ones first....practise practise,and its like "gone in sixty seconds"......any thing you desire with the snap of a finger.......


to be honest....i've realised i've got a living specimen right in front of me........one that has been socialised by a million unsolicited engagements....its an honour to have slicced myself a piece of the pie after so many have tried and failed....everyone tries that fool's mate....

i fancy a challenge...