Thoughts of a 'Man'

i can't describe the feeling..................what hold behind this fear is a high that is beyond description.................i merely got a sample of it....and i know i just got to have more of it...........

its not easy...

gonna keep this short....sayonara.....

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my life....my past.........its all rubbish.....................

decided to take a short 5 min look at friendster to catch up with whats going on...........and i saw hell before my eyes....my friends have been reduced to junk.........they've been hit by the G-virus or something...victims of their own instability of emotions. maybe i've been hit too...how can i not be....

a hard piece of trash....hard piece of reality..............hard to get rid off.............

page by page i unravel.......the more disgusted i get...........

this is not about me anymore..........whats wrong with everyone...you guys are the problem.....
building layers and layers of plaster on your face, on your lives,meshed up with all the ppl unlucky enough to be part of it..............never putting your best foot forward....

i can't pretend to be happy....not like you guys with your fun-filled lives.......