Thoughts of a 'Man'

finally, i've decided once again to write something serious(just means long)

i've got a tremendous load of stuff to write...so just bear with me ok?

i'm learning...through bits and pieces....i barely managed...i realised that i've never gotten really great results in school.....its weird, but now i accept that its impossible to excel without the basics.... i never completed a single paper since PSLE(having mentioned this a couple of times)....i don't want to use the excuse that i read too slow or take turtle time to think, its really because i've never practised.....

till this point in life.....i've never felt like i've succeeded much in anything, not that i did not put my heart and soul into it..... but it was the basics that i constantly CHOOSE to neglect.....
why did i bring this up?.....i think its time for me to grow up....not just for myself...but for the ppl around me, and (though its cheesy,) for the world to become a better place.......its like the major examinations that i've always done.......i have all the answers in my head...there is no speck of darkness at every direction.........BUT i just cannot finish, maybe i have a phobia of success, that i have no dreams of success, thats why i never did in the past.....

to face the future challenges ahead.....i'm going to start preparing for it now......i can't believe what someone said to me once, which i chose to doubt, was actually echoed around the world by so many success stories....that the window of opportunity only stays open momentarily, you have no time to hesitate or analyse, only enough time to make that choice to take it.....

before a ship sets sail for her adventure, her sails must be hung, decks repaired, cannons primed.....

literally....i'm preparing myself for that day when the opportunity finally arises, i can put my best foot forward and from there, it'll simply be a lay-up....