Thoughts of a 'Man'

just have to say this quickly...wasn't really at home at all to have a time to say something..and i have to book in..anyway....

this vid that i just put up.....really pity the main superhero in it, only his no longer one..........watch and you'll understand why.......(and maybe the lyrics as well..)

don't wanna lay things straight....but how outrageously wrong it sounds, what hock chuan had said, i agree with him so much that its true.......

Instant Gratification...love it or hate it.... its the way to go........this sadly is the truth...

ppl grab all the food thats in front of them in a buffet, even though the food seriously sucks...they just cannot not have something lousy when its either free, or right in front of you...............

i tried.......and i think it sucks..... i rather live on the streets each and everyday of my life, and live a life of freedom then live a life where it is about chasing those needs..............and esp when these 'things' arent needs.................we'll all look back years down the road and realise, oh fuck......i slept with an arsehole.....and now i'll pay with nothing but regrets........

i'm not pin-pointing at anybody, but generally at a significant proportion of the human race.............

it just so happens each time, hear news from here and there........it feels like the iraq war, sept 11, north korea, the tsunami, catastrophes happening around world, but it doesn't really hit you or change your life in anyway....i don't really give a shit, or greys my hair, but have a slight sympathy for this ppl.....that the world is going down, we're bound for hell

and i start to think, whats was wrong, is wrong with this ppl.............maybe nothing's wrong but i'm that piece of shit to begin with..........

Like a superhero that nobody needs.



P.S maybe i try to curb my needs and wants sometimes, but like everyone else , i've resorted to mental and emotional masturbation by pouring out all these words and thoughts that i've held for so long and had to come out....cured the urge and blast it , cum at the world all this vent up anger....and not without the constant nightmares that i have while asleep these days....Instant gratification...there i've done it like everyone else...........and i'll start to do so in many aspects of my life until i feel i've cleared my doubt that this is wrong? If you can't beat 'em, join 'em..

YOU ARSES that i've lost.........Still love you all so you know.........but now i'll go out to catch my own pies....