Thoughts of a 'Man'

1) l-o-v-e
2) To have pleasure, i need to know pleasure....whining about how bored i am each time, will not stop boredom......
3)Personal 'grooming'(every single aspect)
4)Money, Money, Money...................i'm not a materialistic person, but this is a materialistic world......there is nothing i can do without money......money to exchange for simulation(simulcra and simulation)......if my A lvl results sucks.........and can't get into a Cash Cow course.....i just have to retake during NS, or after NS............theres just no solution for getting away from needing money..........society is this retarded........and everything above no. 4 may need money........

having these shallow resolutions in life.......i feel as if my mind's been derailed, but having more options in life................simply.............give me more choices la..........i will not be forced into a corner where i have no choice and regret.............of course, every step of the way, every decision you make will give regret, but the premise of satisfaction, even if it does not exist, is what keeps us going rite?...hope?.........

i will listen to others more, try not so sound smarter than the ppl next to me......be a non-conformist that accepts conformity...anti-social that accepts society....be selfless, but accept selfishness of others.....do not become one of the irritable social ills...........profits come in many forms..... -------> a tree stands in your way, walk round it......a strong gust of wind, wait for it to past.......

6) be a humbled open book of blank pages.......................

now i'm driving myself nuts......thats it for now......