Thoughts of a 'Man'

you no need to be raped, no need to have a car crash to have trauma.......i've been rather disturbed recently over the simplest of things.........maybe its the really 'late nights'/dawn that i'm feeling so tired that ihave to have these 'nightmares'.........scientifically,(not sure) dreams come to ppl as the mind is too tired and needs rest.....but since it cannot shut itself or the heart, lungs, stomach, kidney..........all these organs will stop to function......dreams ensures that the mind continues to run by simulating itself??????? involuntary mental masturba*$&%...lol

anyway, have been haunted by these horrific images in my sleep...these images, the evil wide grin...everytime i wake up, i hardly recall them....but sometimes, out of the blue, it comes back to me while i'm concious, these images appear in my head in the day, and i'm confuse as i cannot tell if it these things happened in my dream or in reality for that few seconds...until i remembered i saw it from a dream......but it was also all the resultof the horrific images i saw in the day that seeped deep in my mind, to the back of my head......that they resurface in my sleep.........but with 10x the maliciousness than the pure form that it supposedly is...