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Monday, November 26, 2007
How to stop an exploding man
its about one week since 'freedom', not that long ago..............from that day on, i've been living like a vampire.......for an entire week, partly because i do 'not' have the choice , sleeping at 4 or 5 am everyday... and today i slept at 8 am until 4 pm...its physically tormenting not to sleep.........
i pledge to not go out for the next few days and stay at home and sleep.............or reach home before 12am.........its not so much that i do not have a choice to go home and sleep, just that whenever i'm out, there is no bed with me........
this week, do the things i NEED to do..........
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oh no...i've got it all wrong...........i'm reverting to this person that i do not want to be....no more no more no more about me...............before i return to sort out my life, and meet my objectives...first let me finish watching heroes....before i think through this..........or i'll forever be damned, stupid dumb..............the world will be coated with plastic.......
i don't care what .....................................we've become all too selfish with mememememememe..............and now i need to question this.....the y generation supposedly the sad generation has no good reason to be sad even though there is an excuse for it...................................................................................
i pledge to not go out for the next few days and stay at home and sleep.............or reach home before 12am.........its not so much that i do not have a choice to go home and sleep, just that whenever i'm out, there is no bed with me........
this week, do the things i NEED to do..........
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oh no...i've got it all wrong...........i'm reverting to this person that i do not want to be....no more no more no more about me...............before i return to sort out my life, and meet my objectives...first let me finish watching heroes....before i think through this..........or i'll forever be damned, stupid dumb..............the world will be coated with plastic.......
i don't care what .....................................we've become all too selfish with mememememememe..............and now i need to question this.....the y generation supposedly the sad generation has no good reason to be sad even though there is an excuse for it...................................................................................