Thoughts of a 'Man'

time to whine again....i'm so bored...someone please rescue me........... i forsee myself being really bored after the exams.....oh man......i've got many plans though, but i don't think it would help much in making me less bored......since most of it are just plans for self-development, well everything we do must have benefits rite?......

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........the future is bleak.....................national service in january..........not that i want it any later............oh well, there really nothing to look forward to..........

and my a lvl results won't be that great either......... i don't want to go into the distant future.....

how about now, whats next..............don't remember worrying so much over what to do during the holidays...its like having my mid-life crisis...........well, having a 'mid-life crisis' wouldn't be so bad either, at least i'll start to take my life more seriously and plan................

i have exactly 7 weeks to live life in nitro........considering the exams have ended today..(2 more mcqs...)....live like a spppeeeeeeeeeed demon............just while and daydream it away? or find some purpose in life?....oh yeah my incurable influenza!!!!!!!!!!!!........i really will not be able to do much over the next few weeks if i don't heal............i better go and sleep.........or i'll die from flu..........