please don't judge me.....read my posts and just pass it off......i need somewhere to pour my thoughts...

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Weekend weekend...

This week i'll just wash my hands off everything.....its becoming like a burden sometimes..... i hope everything will reset itself.......toolate, cos i moved all the wrong pieces......

yeah i agree....i'm not a man yet.....last time this blog used to be called "thoughts of a lost soul"....hahaha...but it really sounded too emo....so i got it changed to "thoughts of a 'man'" to get and idea of maturity....the IRONY is neither have i stopped being emo nor became mature........lol......

sometimes i wonder what it means to be 18.....when i was a younger like in pri school or in before i entered school.....i always saw my brother and sister as adults when they were 18......so everyone was adult to me...........but i haven't had any feeling of maturity at all....i don't feel responsibility......i don't feel nothing........

i hope everything will sort itself out over time, over this one week, where i shall concentrate on my studies entirely.....i give up, let time do its thing..time will change everything, time heals all wounds......stop kidding myself with such going-nowhere agendas......

May there be enlightenment, maturity and rationality!
Comments:
haha,i think u are damn emo! but sometimes emo can be cute! which means so are u! =) and you are right,just conc on ur studies! dont give up hope. alot of ppl have faith in u! and sometimes its just that they dont tell u.but really they belive in you! so yea, push on! anw think positively.we only have to suffer abt 55 days more! =)=)=)
 
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