Thoughts of a 'Man'

yet another boring end to a boring week....but was glad i caught up with some my friends and shared all the things thats been bothering us...well gaining new perspectives as well....

regrets.....we all had them.......soon we don't even think about them enough to even affect our future decisions.

i rmbed the many bad decisions that i've made consciously and unconsciously.....blah blah blah...not doing something that we should have done.....but at this point of my life.....i've looked back today and haven't really felt that ive lost out in anything in life...we just continue to move on and look ahead in life...... this i guess is how any living thing would cope............

well if i don't study now, if i give up on my a lvls......if i give up on the opportunities and possibilities......would i really regret in future?....would i regret not knowing her the way i wanted?.............if i ended up sweeping the roads and cleaning toilets, would i look back in anger? would i then have taken the a lvls more seriously?...i wonder.......

i think i would regret........the reason why i haven't had any regrets now, is that up to this point, i must have been pretty sucessful in life, getting what i want until now...............

looking back at the past, relationships, upbringing....how would it have made our lives different from what it already is?

me sitting here and typing something like this just shows how fortunate i am...........

i better cherish life........ i've got nothing much to say, since i'm so unemo right now......