Thoughts of a 'Man'

how should i be? what should i do? i'm caught with this impression, and that impression.....i'm so confused... what happens if i do something stupid..hmm....i will be in the wrong, but then....i may not be wrong........i wonder how many ppl are there like me......even if i'm not non-existent, i may be just another molecule out of infinity.....

the reason for me to think and feel like this just signifies that indeed things are less simple or less complicated that i think it is.....sigh.......... just observe observe observe observe observe observe observe observe observe observe and be honest to myself.