Thoughts of a 'Man'

I should have stayed........ It started raining really heavily just a while ago......usually i find it very satisfying to be in the comfort of my own home when it rains.....after all the stress and noise and pressure of the day, all i want to hear is the sound of rain, and rain drops lashing against the windows........there is comfort in that moment of solitude.........however, it is no longer the same....

today however, feeling of lonliness is being further amplified by the rain...rain washes away everything, and changes many things.......(its lame and corny to be stimulated by rain in the first place......).....i felt i should have stayed in school a little longer......who knows what will change when i'm not there..........seek the soul of another? i have only myself to blame if that really happens............well, it wouldn't have been different if i was there would it?

destiny.......

things recently slightly changed in my favour....hope it does not change to something bad.....