Thoughts of a 'Man'

in life....allyou have is time....thus time management is really important....you have to fill time with incessant number of things to do..........so..you'll be doing a lot of things and have no time to think...i guess this blog has been helpful in helping me think....

with so many things...one might be carried away with doing things for the sake of doing it....

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ah....its a slow boring saturday morning for me...15 mins more and it will be 12 o clock.....

i was supposed to help out with the children today.....but now that the programme has been cancelled until further notice, my saturdays will be boring and grim...

i think i'll work on what i have to work on...lots of things which i want to acheive which requires a sluggish uphill battle......hockey, guitar,studies,physical training.....i'll be doing one thing or the other.........and not to neglect any of them.....

so i've got my day, today, planned out.....physical training now.... hockey, lunch, guitar, sleep or study, study.....all done by 6 pm......then i guess i'll have dinner at home or hopefully i can find some friends to go chill at esplanade at night since my relatives will be over, and the house will be in chaos...too much for my liking....or actually nothing for my liking.....i'll be stuck in my room or stuck on this computer........

shit....not sure if i'll wanna head out tonight, i wanna watch tv..................

sigh....been pondering over it for a few days now.....and from naruto that brought it up...

From wikipedia(or the source which wikipedia got it from):
Deidara was originally teamed with Sasori, whom Deidara referred to as Master Sasori (サソリの旦那, Sasori no Danna?). This is probably because Deidara had a lot of respect for his fellow artist. He also admits that Sasori was a lot stronger. Despite that, Deidara still argued with Sasori about what art is and directly disobeyed his command in spite of a threat to be killed. Deidara held that art is transient, departing quickly. Sasori believed that fine art is something wonderful that's left long into the future. This reflects their individual natures (Deidara makes clay sculptures that explode, Sasori makes long-lasting puppets out of humans). Deidara outwardly seems to respect Sasori's beliefs, but couldn't resist getting a final jab in after Sasori's death: "Like anything that is left for the future as a thing of eternal beauty... He got killed straight off!"

anything that belongs to me, oftimes which i refer to as art, gets destroyed sooner or later.......which i feel real guilty about and which has led me to think that life and nature is cruel where everything can easily be destroyed........i remember my parents always reprimand me about destroying my brother's toys not out of intention which has been kept as it is as it had been the state when it was bought..there was this He-man(how to speel?!) figures and castle which i destroyed....one of the figures had its limb detached........and a RC car...which i just wanted it to go faster and faster which was all i cared about as i was controlling it until it ran into a wall and then...........can't move, drop dead......

till now, mistreatment has always been one of my habits.......in almost all aspects of life, whether its people or my belongings.....

anyway, another of my bad habits, well, evil personality trait....is to take things slow...and take things easy....i've realised it in my studies or all the time which i just slack off doingnothing............lol..yesterday..my hockey coach was telling me that i have to react faster and push myself to go faster instead of always taking my time...............he said it a few times which i could barely remember, but it only hit me when he said it yesterday....................................
this is something i urgently have to work on...well, i hope i'll be ready............

well, thats all of it thats going thru my head these days..............................