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Sunday, January 07, 2007
Everything's depending on the way the wind may blow...
How would you know what you know is the truth or that its really happening, behaving the way you think it is?
What you believe or think you know could be just a small part of a really bigger reality or just an illusion?
Jing di zhi wa..........frog in the depths of the well.....lol
its really hard to think for yourself these days...(i think, since my statements above)...since there is so much propaganda-like material...........................................what i'm saying is, what we believe in is shaped by our experiences or exposure, what could be happening before your eyes could not be happening someplace else.........in another world, another dimension, another's thoughts........
we may think that communism is right, capitalism wrong, democracy does not exist.....but there is more than that, and other ways...........one may think rock music rocks, boybands upmost sellouts.....internet is freedom, reality is prison.............................................................................
but really, we do not know anything.......
Another's thoughts.....similar to the matrix...........
I just had a really colourful dream.....i was in a very 'picturistic'(what word?) world.....imagine alice in wonderland, but i don't know how i had such images inside my head.....more colourful than alice in wonderland........the last time i had such a dream was when i was i think 4 or 5 or 6, when i watch the really really cool movie Labyrinth which starred davie bowie.......led me to dreamt of a colourful talking caterpillar, much like a rainbowcolour xylophone with each bar like dough squashed into a ball and with 'liberty spikes' on its head...
anyway this time, this dream, was almost like a story too.......there were 2 ghosts/spirits, lesser beings of the world.....somehow, the powers of nature, think mother nature or or spiritual nature laws that govern the universe, were going to destroy these ghosts,not meant to exist......(every of these i spoke of, ghosts, nature are colourful characters...) the ghosts, more like monsters, looked like crossbred animals(ostrich head, lionbody?)....'nature' looked like some ethereal being that changed shaped each time the wind blows, more like a gust of wind....when this ghosts found out, they called the 'Singapore paranomal investigations'(or some org that exists now in sg) for them to destroy 'nature', not knowing that 'nature' cannot be destroyed and that is part of a big plan in this world, like god.........these ghosts thinking they were undetectable by the SPI...SPI could actually tract them out of somesort.....then, this BIG BIG MASSIVE HIPPOPOTAMUS(which in the dream, i could only see its head, as it was as big as godzilla or a mountain) opened its mouth and the whole room, the whole world was sucked into it like a black hole...and the dream ended....lol.....
moral of the story:.....nothing......just that, what if everyone in this world are just complicated characters in one's mind...one's imagination...our existence in that person's head could end anytime too..lol....like after he wakes up....that person could be God...or that of a rat...
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'Everything's depending on the way the wind may blow'......wind may be God, or it may be pure randomness.......and randomness should not be looked down upon as a small dot..............
What you believe or think you know could be just a small part of a really bigger reality or just an illusion?
Jing di zhi wa..........frog in the depths of the well.....lol
its really hard to think for yourself these days...(i think, since my statements above)...since there is so much propaganda-like material...........................................what i'm saying is, what we believe in is shaped by our experiences or exposure, what could be happening before your eyes could not be happening someplace else.........in another world, another dimension, another's thoughts........
we may think that communism is right, capitalism wrong, democracy does not exist.....but there is more than that, and other ways...........one may think rock music rocks, boybands upmost sellouts.....internet is freedom, reality is prison.............................................................................
but really, we do not know anything.......
Another's thoughts.....similar to the matrix...........
I just had a really colourful dream.....i was in a very 'picturistic'(what word?) world.....imagine alice in wonderland, but i don't know how i had such images inside my head.....more colourful than alice in wonderland........the last time i had such a dream was when i was i think 4 or 5 or 6, when i watch the really really cool movie Labyrinth which starred davie bowie.......led me to dreamt of a colourful talking caterpillar, much like a rainbowcolour xylophone with each bar like dough squashed into a ball and with 'liberty spikes' on its head...
anyway this time, this dream, was almost like a story too.......there were 2 ghosts/spirits, lesser beings of the world.....somehow, the powers of nature, think mother nature or or spiritual nature laws that govern the universe, were going to destroy these ghosts,not meant to exist......(every of these i spoke of, ghosts, nature are colourful characters...) the ghosts, more like monsters, looked like crossbred animals(ostrich head, lionbody?)....'nature' looked like some ethereal being that changed shaped each time the wind blows, more like a gust of wind....when this ghosts found out, they called the 'Singapore paranomal investigations'(or some org that exists now in sg) for them to destroy 'nature', not knowing that 'nature' cannot be destroyed and that is part of a big plan in this world, like god.........these ghosts thinking they were undetectable by the SPI...SPI could actually tract them out of somesort.....then, this BIG BIG MASSIVE HIPPOPOTAMUS(which in the dream, i could only see its head, as it was as big as godzilla or a mountain) opened its mouth and the whole room, the whole world was sucked into it like a black hole...and the dream ended....lol.....
moral of the story:.....nothing......just that, what if everyone in this world are just complicated characters in one's mind...one's imagination...our existence in that person's head could end anytime too..lol....like after he wakes up....that person could be God...or that of a rat...
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'Everything's depending on the way the wind may blow'......wind may be God, or it may be pure randomness.......and randomness should not be looked down upon as a small dot..............