Thoughts of a 'Man'

stumped....i just received news that something had happened........an uncle of mine tried and did something...his brother called at first and asked to look for my father, but i was the only one at home....than his father called, and asked for him again....now i heard his mum crying...i thought they were robbed or something....than his father called again because he couldn't reach my father.....i could hear the situation through the phone that it was really tense.......than he said something like my uncle just did something to himself, don't even know if he was telling me, or that he was just telling someone at the scene....than my father called them, as i can hear thru the phoen that someone else was now picking up the call from my father.....

10 mins or so later, my parents got home...they don't know what but was going to rush to my uncle's place.....i told them what little i know......so they made a few calls then went out...probably to his place........

I don't really know what is happening right now, but i'm guessing from what i know...

Why are they gathered at my uncle's place and not the hospital?...maybe he is alright...................................than i realised that if they are not rushing to the hospital that could mean a few things...that he is indeed alive....while on the other hand, they are not rushing to the hospital because he is already.........

I hope that nothing has changed for my close relatives.........

i wasn't as close to them as my parents and siblings were to them as they used to live under the same roof before i was born.........but they were a big part of my life during my time when i was young, and still a small part now..........

i wanted to go with my parents and be there right now, but they were in a rush, and i haven't changed yet.......................i want to be with them when they are facing such a situation right now....................................................should i go there now??? call me parents up and get the address head down there myself?

i'll post again soon.......

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i decided not to go there...it is so late, and i might end up doing something stupid and heating the situation worse........

....still praying and hoping all is well....................