Thoughts of a 'Man'

didn't really intend to blog about today, though it was pretty eventful and to some extent special.....not really......haha this karma thing can really influnce part of how one thinks, for e.g me...i don't really believe in it.....but now, it crosses my mind a lot...and it kind of reminds you to constantly do good, even when you know you stand to gain nothing.....

anyway, really had quite a bad time this morning and into most parts of the day, well it started since yesterday night anyway......woke up today about 10 mins later then usual......felt like i didn't want to go to school.....slept quite late last nite too....sian.....and i had a hard time finding andpacking my stuff for school and all....was going to be late...and things are not going my way.....

well, i wasn't late...i pushed myself...to rush to school in the end....ran a lot

realised today was the official last day for the j2 when i got to school....oh damn....its just that, everything seems to be ending, and to me, it seems that school is going to be less interesting....

school sucked......everything sucked.....well, except the farewell celebration/assembly/thingy? which was quite entertaining....ah....got to hear My Way by Frank sinatra again.....such a classic....even though the teacher didn't sang it well enough, it still sounded very good....since it was such a great song.....from what i heard from shelly low during history lessons when i was sec 4, something like it was written about the cold war....which makes it even cooler....got to to search it up agian...something about stalin liking that song and all.....the following performances were even better......

after the farewell thing, got back to crappy reality, wandering about....To chance, thank you once again....it was worth all negativity, negative cosmic energies, resonance whatever..lol...glad that i did not miss school.....

somehow, ended up in the santuary, with 2 of my friends.......and i fell asleep....for sometime, before going to shoot some cue ball....play pool......to eat the time away.....

then met up with the team, and do the stupid hockey photoshoot...haha...the girl team was doing something really stupid...........its really stupid..........hahahahahaha......they were doing the desperado, trying to bring out all the energy they have....trying to explode from the inside or something.....ok i was just exxagerating....but the person planning the shots, were like making them appear aggressive and all, forcing them to shout cheer.......

we guys decided we ddin't need any of that......................................................................................................................................................................................
and only ended up doing something which is of greater stu-pi-di-ty......................doing incline pull ups and the shots from an angle.....we did this for quite a long time....doing many shots....doing the incline pull ups....five of us, taken from an angle....so forms we all form a diagonal line in the picture..one after another....in the pulled up position.....can't get the picture?...its really stupid....hahah.....but quite funny at the same time...........it reminded me of how all communistic propaganda looked like...haha...maybe they were seeing the red of our jerseys.......what they decided to use in the end i think, was a picture, that was.....no comments whether it will turn out good or bad....but reather weird too.....we were in standing in weird positions.....like were having an album picture taken, or , another piece of communist propaganda...

whatever.................we had training.....i figured my hockey skills still really sucked..................have to train more...till late about 7 plus...in the evening....

went to have dinner after that....today's training, along with the whole day, was rather different and unique to me....

went home after that...and then here..................................

i have to leave home early in the morning tmr.....do pw in the morning at westmall macs......then probably have lunch with family in the afternoon.....farewell to grandmother, going back to perth.......then in the evening...probably going to see watch the hockey matches.....after that i guess i'll find some friends to hang out with till the turn? of dawn....all these, with not much enthusiasm................

To chance, and who knows what will happen tommrrow..........

karma?