Thoughts of a 'Man'

this entry will not make any sense, because i am just typing out whatever that comes into my head, and thinking it thru....

Some ppl just don't make any sense...their minds are haywire.....could be the way their brought up, the surroundings they've been around in....why are these ppl so weird and make such stupid theories in their heads....its something obvious...its someething they know...but they just doubt themselves so much...maturity is not about how old you are, its about observing and then understanding things....some ppl never get it.......... then again, you may understand something well, but know nothing at at all of some other aspect....i am not some self centered person, i do see the good in ppl that i'm missing out myself...

blah blah blah...sian.....the whole world is crushing down on me....hah....problems aren't problems when you don't view them as problems.... call this an optimistic view from a pessismistic person like me?....nono, its the emphasis on giving up man....just give up, and things will happen the way you want them.....if things do not happen the way you want them to, it means you have not given up...because if you've given up, you wouldn't want anything to happen your way...

take studying for example.....if you have given up on wanting to have fun or slack, you'll be able to go thru all the suffering which is to study ultra long super hours...letting all this pain and suffering of studying get to you and feeling like its nothing wrong...means you've given up.....

lazy to try an explain my views....understanding only comes when you formulate these yourself....