Thoughts of a 'Man'

i'm so tired but i just can't sleep...well, i just can't stand it anymore....things and emotions got the better of me, and well....i'm so detached from life right now..i wonder if ppl like me just have to behave like that....i don't want to start all over again....since the beggining of prelims last year to today, was a break for me...nothing drills deep enough to get to me...today was one of those days i am just too familiar with...sometimes, things which are meant to be right just don't happen...i still have got so much homework, and even though i tell myself i'm going to change once i enter jc.....................................................don't even want to think about homework.....my morale is in an all time low...injured my leg.....feel like shit....i just don't wanna be around ppl anymore, and it will hard to get out....can't believe i actually let myself go through with this all over again...when i promised myself never to put myself in such a position....no one will ever understand my words either...

been very inactive, for like a month.....stayed back in school everyday so no time to blog...also, i try to avoid blogging, because when i blog, it just means i feel bad....

i should just give up.......ahhhhhhhhhh.....curse myself for letting this happen................

we're not so similar, not so different.....stupid fuck, i'm going to sleep.........