Thoughts of a 'Man'

Well, its the 2nd day of the new yr.....to be exact, at this point, its the 3rd day already....will be going to a entirely new school...have always been excited about all the things that i will yet to find out... well, i have an intense feeling on the entrance of the new year...we all know, life is going to change for sure...don't know what i'll be in for...

in this fresh year, there are only 2 things in my head till now....one is the above, the other is probably something i cannot reach, and have been trying to for the past year....don't know if i should let it down, or what....... because everything just seems unsure recently (and i mean really recent), like its happening for the first time...even though it is very old...whatever, having difficulty expressing this with words..lol...me not making any sense...

"i'm worst at what i do best"......