Thoughts of a 'Man'

This entry is because i'm really bored and have nothing to do, it is also because i'm really tired now and that is only about 9, and that there is really no good reason why i should turn in.....i haven't thought of a title for this entry either unlike the usual.... Sigh, besides thinking of the o lvls....all i ever think is about my present life right now...it feels like everything presently just isn't affect me once i really leave..(can't find the right words to express..)...i'm really tired now i guess......welll, i don't know why, my mp3 collection just sounds really spectacular to me right now....i'm so bored over it, so many times...

enough of the above useless and redundant.....i feel quite consious all of a sudden....and i want to make sense again....

quite soon, my present life is going to disappear....i feel quite impassive about it....not exactly nonchalent.(some words here..lol..was looking thru the thesauraus since english exam is this wednesday...)....its not like something i can prevent either...things are just going to pass me by like it doesn't matter if it did...

i can't go on anymore...my father is chasing me away from the comp right now..he wants to use it...-_-"...... there are so many things getting in the way now....pushing you away from what you really need...imagine the movie scene where one guy absolutely can't see shit without glasses, his glasses came off, its lying on the floor of a really crowded busy street....you watching being stepped at, while you try to reach it.....but, no avail....eh...a helpless feeling..

i guess i'll try to get whatever that is held inside me out these few days...or some time in the future..it really doesn't matter if i let it out or not...its like something only you can bear, a problem which you are bound to face...like growing up, can't avoid and have to struggle thru it..

its not complicated...its simple which makes it hard to explain....now i'm like bringing you in circles...yeah, ppl sure are going to hate all that i have written....

its a little man here just wanting to let off some steam...