Thoughts of a 'Man'

Life goes easy on me...more like i go easy on life.... i wonder if laws of physics had any relation to life....maybe in newton was a shakesphere... O_o ...... i just had to leave...oh man...can't stand it i guess...mum told me of how i reacted differently when in pain....wow...so cool... turned on the music again today...allowed it in again...when i need a break from life...and esp all this boredom...i like life to be more of a display i guess....dismiss it when i get bored? a new show has just begun..................................................with one that just ended....things are just going to change...esp volatile are the coming weeks....

i'm bored i'm bored.....bored by my life's daily routines....bored by my life's goals...bored by my life's events.....have no love to live for, and it just doesn't feel sad also...for awhile i felt desperate..and even the desperation is gone.....its like life is being standstill and moving altogether....

i finally understood a point....in the filler episodes of naruto which i watched today.....raiga, this guy, conduct funerals just to stimulate sadness so he can feel the 'meaning' of life..some sort, get what i mean?.....i was life..What THE BLodddy DAMn f*** do you want.... you're pathetic to want to feel pathetic.... now i understand what he means though....(i'm not stating that i'm experiencing his stupid disorder)

hahahahahaha....i feel like i'm a stupid git again...i'm whining about boredom all over again....i must have done it over tons in this blog since it started...

erm...don't mind me..not asking for pity either...