Thoughts of a 'Man'

well...why is it that when we try to get across something, ppl always don't get the full picture, shrink what you say or just don't get it...if only there was a world where everybody understood each other...right now i don't know if this is the world, or just the enviroment i'm in....to even begin with, i'm in a less-than-understanding enviroment..

well, i can hardly believe that such a thing actually existed....all this ppl seems so isolated from everything else....then i see more and more of such ppl from elsewhere and begin to think that i was the one isolated before, isolated in sophistication...(not that much 'sophistication', just an analogy..).....

we've discovered fun a long time ago, some are just beggining to taste it...ahh....the good old times....(i feel so old)..at least i still have my friends..friends i know will last thru the ages...because we've tested time already...

things changing all the time, i don't know where i stand anymore...

saying all this, it happen to remind me of the movie, 'the beach'.....where ppl actually want to isolate themselves...the idea is great, where we can have fun everyday...sometimes i feel that its possible to approach that ideal...but seriously its just scary....esp the part that showed how badly they tried to keep their dying 'fun' there, but things come and go..have to accept that...(i cannot understand the whole daffy thing in the show..)

anyway...time to study..haven't touched it....sigh...time to go...