Thoughts of a 'Man'

Mind playing:"....Reach Out For The STARS!!....."
Oh my.....*beep*...i can't take it anymore...i know what pap is trying to do....ah shit...i woke up from my nap...and to my disbelief, national day themed songs are playing in my head...wah lao....they play it every opportunity they've got on tv....and this is probably the effect the govt wants to acheive....even if it sounds bad, they want to play it so often that without it, it starts sounding in your head...*beep*..

i can understand why the media is doing this, some evil propaganda, but even in schools, they play it all the time....*sighing really deeply*...oh, can't they just let us students off?....i just realised that i've been through this every year, but strange, i've been hit so badly with it this year... its a good thing the songs actually sound 'nice' enough...if it was a in some devastated state and continues to play in my head non-stop, i'll probably shoot myself...(inthe head)...

and the blardy!! DANCE!....wah...its so gay loh...during the dancing sessions in school, the students that actually do it intently do look good doing it(i don't mean cool or anything, just not comical..)...they don't look weird...but for the others, the majority, we don't want to move a step...oh man.. no way...-_-"

DON"T WANNA BE A SINGAPORE IDIOT!..

seems like i haven't express myself this way in a long time...in quite a good mood today i guess, best i've been on the whole of this week...i feel like screaming the words, 'charlie chocolate factory'...the result of all this was because of finally having the chance to hold on to the 'elusive' for a short while...its always 'so near yet so far'..., and i'll stop elaborating on this pt..

wondered how my perspective changed just like that...i've always had an impression, esp this year..well, and because when we have that initial good impression, i guess it will eventually lead to this...this one came about totally from my feelings and is something that i had no control over...(i can hardly understand myself on this part)...as in, i never expected it, but it just happened this way, feeling this way....something i can't do anything to avoid...

well...whatever....haha...studies are the top of my agenda now...