Thoughts of a 'Man'

Read through some of those celebrity blogs, or blogebrities (celebrity due to high viewership of their blogs). You could say they all had their individuality(?), but they aren't extremes or stereotypes either. You could say they were more like a likeable character in a movie, something more like this in that sense. These blogs too had pictures.

If i ever got famous though a blog, i'll never want to be along the same wavelength as these blogebrities. It is just too much attention from the 'audience'. Attention is great just not the wrong kind.... Still, approve their actions though. Their way of acheiving fame are almost identical to my ideas. Getting fame through 'word-of-mouth', a term i commonly use, but it sounds ugly and crude. Xian... need to to find a better term la..

Lol, what i was drawn too however, was how to properly customise a custom blog template to include the comments function provided by blogger.com. I could do it, though it looks really sloppy and had bugs. It worked most of the time but just misbehave sometimes...

After tommrrow, i can finally breathe again. Though i'm always breathing since i'm barely affected by the examination, i'm sure most are, since many gave up this examination. But well, for me i would do this if i was the old me, but i guess last minute work is still better than no work. Furthermore, i'm not really expecting results from this examination either, placing more emphasis on actually making time to study and incorporating it into my life. Well, ref to prev blogs of trying to crystallize a passion for study. I'm at the ideal state of mind, even though i hardly imagined i would be months ago, however i guess part of is because of the pressure of the examination to do something about my life.

Seriously, something else i want to point out, i use to think or most would think that by studying you would throw your life away, which at the beggining is really hard to give up life. But i guess most of it is easier done then said.(not as hard as thought to be) You don't have to force life out of the way to study however, its more like when you study, life gives way, so you hardly have to face other 'desires'(eh don't know how to express, imagine Smeagol and the ring). So it really easy. Also, helps bring my mind away from 'troubled' state because of 'life crisis decision' and other problems.

So, it something to relish! :)

and, i hate the tone i used today, its so grown up... thought i could change the way i wrote those posts, since i never placed tidiness as something important, but i thought it made me looked half-confused and disorganised with my thoughts if i was untidy all the time. this serious style made me sound more mature and organised, like those blog-celebrities. But nah....its gay... Its like in the 1970s of betraying your facial hair and indentity to become a yuppie.

............................................................This is my identity......................................................................
-words of Bob

can't wait for the jamming sessions and the gig.... seriously anticipating it...i guess we'll just make a fool of ourselves again, but we cannot think like that!..must have confidence and all. after the exams i'll try to 'industrialize' this blog...and dedicate part of my time to playing music....