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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Into my 16th year..
well, how should i say this...had another different birthday....was alright...its the first time i received presents from my friends....oh lucky me...am really grateful....and its also been the first time that so many ppl have wished me happy birthday...(last yr was great too,it was my most memorable so far, maybe this year too.. wanna read? look at the archives, i just uploaded, its titled ENTRY 5...)
how should i describe this, feels like my prescene has been recognised and noticed..lol...its great, coz there are some ppl who'll never get to feel this way...kind of pity them too...but today was great...though i was feeling a bit down later..(nevermind what)...
was feeling down, coz today was the end of my deadline...nope i did not do anything to saviour my situation...the deadline was meant for me to give up by this time, but however, i guess i kind of treated it as i had to accept the reality i'm in...
i still can't walk away from the bad decision i've made...i guess i'm scarred myself for life...
today was special though...
thank you all...
how should i describe this, feels like my prescene has been recognised and noticed..lol...its great, coz there are some ppl who'll never get to feel this way...kind of pity them too...but today was great...though i was feeling a bit down later..(nevermind what)...
was feeling down, coz today was the end of my deadline...nope i did not do anything to saviour my situation...the deadline was meant for me to give up by this time, but however, i guess i kind of treated it as i had to accept the reality i'm in...
i still can't walk away from the bad decision i've made...i guess i'm scarred myself for life...
today was special though...
thank you all...
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happy 16th birthday! =]. Hope that you will have a good year ahead! yes, i agree that being noticed and cared for by people around you is a great feeling. for me,it gives me an assurance that at least in someone's heart, i do stand a place. i won't feel like people treat me as non-existence and even if i die, no one will care. like what you say, some people will never get to feel this. so if u feel happy when u are recognised, why don't share your happiness with these unfortunate ones who don't get that form of happiness? You can also make a difference in people's life and make them feel that they are recognised. whatever that had happened is already the past. be courageous and face the future. we can't change the past, but we can decide our future. once again, happy birthday! hope that as you grow up, you will learn to care more for people around you and light up their lives. god bless
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hehe happie sweet 16~! oppXX sorry shld be happie macho 16 eh! haha well tat day ask janson help me wish u, as though as him to die liddat. fortunately he gave me ur no.! hehe
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