Thoughts of a 'Man'

I personally feel that you don't need a large social circle if u are able to keep a small social circle and make sure u treasure those people. there's nothing to be afraid of. my friend once told me, the more you are afraid, the more you tend to isolate yourself from the people. I understand your feeling. I am sure u are more enlightened because from your post, i somehow feel that you are growing up. anonymous is just a name. whoever is that person is not important isn't? god bless.
 

i do treasure the people around a lot...hmmm...right now, i'm already beggining to feel that everyone(as in ppl around me,parents and even friends.) has no time for each other....i know at my age, there is school, and we get to be with our friends everyday...but right now, most of my friends have their own girlfriends, and well, even though they are there sometimes...they have other..em..'commitments'...i've always felt alone anyway,(eh not self pity, just that i'm the introvert type and feel comfort being alone sometimes..)..
maybe you haven't got the picture, but it is like what a man would feel in his 40s or 50s..(i feel that once we're adults, we're alone most of the time, unless we have a companion).....mid life crisis? even though half of my life has not passed me by,me like most teenagers, have no goals, and not know what to do with life...

right now, i understand the significance of marriage, and i do feel its not wrong to have a girlfriend at my age, someone to be by yourside...and this is another problem altogether...i've let ppl down...

actually, i regret so much that i made a wrong decision many months ago...my life would have been different, quite sure it would have been better....though who knows what other problems i might face then...with every problem solved, comes more problems..lol...now i'm running in circles..-_-"...

anyway thanks for listening...and reading my posts...