Thoughts of a 'Man'

dreamt of her again today...i dream of her quite often, but the 4th time for this whole year in such a way.....should i feel disgusted? its always feels so real, everything can be felt, worst is, in them, you get to make decisions... it only happens when i think of her the least....its like if i don't think of her when i'm awake, i start thinking about her in my sleep....maybe i'm a little irritated too, but this just never ends...