Thoughts of a 'Man'

Finally i took that first step...things are still uncertain though...finally did it...came to conclusion that if i never take this first step, i will suffer forever, or at least a very long time..but when that time comes, and i'm rejected, at least i won't suffer the same way or that much, maybe just in a different way...hmm..i don't know...guess everything will reveal itself in a few days time, if not a few days after that...or still maybe remain in the dark...Zzzz...but for now, i don't have any worries for a short while...

hope the blog entry this saturday will be good news....