Thoughts of a 'Man'

what i'm about to say has everything to do with the title.....

firstly...i'm so lucky to be born around so many special ppl...(maybe its good maybe its bad..)all special people, well even normal ppl, have both good and bad points...people which i label as 'special' just mean that these ppl have changed a great deal in my life and in me....i've told some of how they are...so i guess i'll not continue about it....but i'll be eternally grateful for the 'man' or boy if you prefer, that i am today....(god?)....

well, this girl is special in a way...caught my attention from the very beggining...i'm so confused of what happened in between...i'll just stop there....anyway...well, she looks for more than just a nice handsome guy or whatever..(all girls do rite....)...well she looks for emotional connection...(most go for the surface first, before actually diving into this..)...i see it this way, due to the guys that had been around her, yet she does not 'react?'....well all this, could be beyond my understanding or is it?...sigh...her feelings for me i do not know, but for her to see such similarities, does not mean it literally is the same....just means that, her feelings she feels now is the same one she has felt before....that feeling could be love, perhaps....but she may never understand... Wow....it is amazing how zodiac signs can explain the personality of a person....she matches it.........................................................................................................................................