Thoughts of a 'Man'

so theres one more new guy, or two maybe three...or even four...lol..ah its not like its not been like this....its nothing new...not only during these dark times, but what had been, is, and what will be.....well, all the time i had thought we had something special then(not that i just got to realise.)...sigh, heres something i'm sure of....if we were together, we would be greater than the atomic bomb..lol....but nothing will ever let two great evils come together i guess...i've learnt a lot though....and well, her stare, just breaks everything in its way...thus resulting to what it is....one day, she is going to feel sick...well....i better not be one of those she's sick of...i really hope i could be the one to save her,but....what she does on purpose or unconsiously works even better than influence....wow, something that deserves my admiration...

sigh....i no longer want to fight for a driver's seat...it might seem like something to win, but being there just makes you lose everything...for some time now i guess, always wanted to be in the back seat, lay the spark, and watch the show.....(ah, maybe i'm just saying all this to look cool..wahaha...)...yeah, but its something i can't lie in reality, i wanted to be in the driver's seat, but lost it...it doesn't matter what these new generation of ppl will do...maybe they'll suceed, ........................................................................

whatever...have so much to write, but just feeling tired to type all this out in words...