Thoughts of a 'Man'

sigh...just witness myself destroying myself...and it all started with this blog...and also for trusting the wrong ppl...not that i blame them(they do not know the consequences, so its not fair to blame them.), but its my own mistake..what could have been a breeze, i had made it difficult...even when i tried turning the tables immediately, it merely delayed the effects...chances now are at the absolute lowest compared to ever before...

Well, there can be a flip side though...if all these never made a difference...this unfortune came out of nowhere, so it could also have negligible effects or nothing at all..

perhaps its for the best, as there is always someway to make the best out of the worst situations...thus resolution, its long term, and has always been with the original plans..sigh whatever...i'm sick of making plans..

so now, i'm leaving it to nature and fate...somehow before this, the concept of nature came into my head, but now i've forgotten...this blog was meant to record my thoughts so i'll never forget them, it had failed on its purpose!

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i'm at a lost...most likely, i have to engage and rearrange, otherwords, start from square one..The Basics: Impressions