Thoughts of a 'Man'

by looking at the above title, i just hope i could write everything down....sigh...(not because its too complicated to explain, but its just that its not the info i want to share..maybe to some, but in this case, not everyone..)
anyway, shiping scores in my bingo book today....doing something his heart does not want to, but did it for my sake, and even went all the way to getting it done...he says....
yes everyone has their bad points, but we need to accept ppl...(directing this at myself)...if not we'll never get the honey if we fear the bees....
the last time i felt like this, i gave up what could have been 'happy'....and now even others think i'm bad...can't blame them...i've got to agree to disagree...(but still have to say that they did not try to understand....hmm..)

heard that nicholas fought with jin hui over some actress...haha...quite funny...guess me and nicholas went thru the same thing...indirectly meeting our saviour(read previous blogs..)..

well,...i can't decide what to do...i really need a clear signal...maybe she's lost too, as in unsure(that explains the past 2 weeks, and the body language..)...argh...but if i was in someone elses shoes, neither would i understand 'me'.....thats why,i wish..(look at title..)....maybe things would solve itself....

glhf all...