Thoughts of a 'Man'

after watching bedazzled on tv, i finally got 'her' out of my head..lol...elizabeth hurley too chio le, thats why...i manage to regain study momentum, though...its a little late and started like 9 50, but i got a grip over rate of changes...haven't finish the homework though..

i think i've given up on her a long time ago, just couldn't put to rest because of a darn attitude...but now, i guess i really don't care,(so now i shall close case, and assume that she lost interest and gain interest or renewed interest on someone/many someones else..and just happen to find me annoying too..LOL)...i care for her, but if she does not appreciate love...(not that she has to love me, just acknowledge it and not try to avoid it..)....she's not the first person i've met that is like this anyway....(though such a personality form a basis for female homosexuality..serious...)...i put lots of effort into preparing for the worst (as being an expert in fighting a losing battle..lol), but i'm guess i'm gonna scrap it....it doesn't matter what happens in the end....

its time i put my attention on that someone that really matters...and its been more then a year, if shes waiting(?), i better not waste another chance in life....i guess i've really let this one down once, and i can't again...

its 2 more mins to 12....sayonara...