Thoughts of a 'Man'

oh what a day, today, this sunday...today, or by tonight, is suppose to be my dead line for my desicion making..how stupid it is! i have to set a deadline to make a desicion...haha laughing at my own fickleness...sigh...i am in catch 22...sigh what should i do....

i had a nightmare this morning around 4-8am....slept over at prav's house...well actually its more of 2 night mares in one..two ppl that i care for very much for....i remember it very clearly now..."stop botherring me, i have a single relationship..."what does it mean anyway?...lol...my dream makes no sense...the other was more action packed....i don't feel well thinking about it, so..........

on the way home from prav house, at jp, i ran across this guy that happened to be in my dream...we talked 'nothing',or talked about things we rather not talk about, e.g "have you done your hw?" walked till we were at old chang kee till i realise that there was a girl behind him...hehe...so i excused myself...pretending i never noticed her anyway...wonder if they are together or are they with a bigger group, which i hope not...i continued walking....needing to find an optics shop to fix my twisted spectacles....they were not opened by 10 30...so i went to the library and borrowed 'ALICE IN WONDERLAND & THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS'....wow...been wanting to read this for a long time....its a children classic, but haven't read it...was also stories that inspired the matrix...known as 'nonsence'....optical still not open, so i went to popular, and bought 'five ppl you meet in heaven'...yeah, the bestseller, just couldn't give up the wisdom hidden in it...

Saved to drafts, too lazy to continue today (14/2/05)